Im broke and lost my self insanity?

Sounds to me like satan took advantage of you in your most vulnerable state.......So sad....however its time you look back behind you and see whos waiting for you one hand on his hip tapping his foot.....God. Dont you think hes saying to you "ok you tried it your way....you ready to do it the right way now....with me by your side? You keep running up ahead of me....your way wont work....Lets do this together now......Id say to you to grab a bible and if you never ever read it again read the book of John. You will be glad you did. A verse that always helps refocus me is when God said " Be still........and know I Am God.....sometimes i have to just take a deep breath in the midst of my imagination running wild trying to control everything in my life and realize that im not the one driving......He is. So take a deep breath, put one foot infront of the other, GET OUT OF MIAMI, drop your using "friends" and find a church, and surround yourself with posative people and the rest will fall into place...whenever your feeling down, tempted, angry, depressed ect ect tell satan to get lost! That he cant have you....Your Gods child and f-off......... Call on the name of God and he will give you direction, comfort, and peace! i pray tomorrow will be a brighter beautiful day! Im praying for ya! Love from Ohio Chin up!